i want to be clear.

i like that phrase. i want to be clear. i think, most of all, that's what i want. to be clear.

when you say "i want to be clear" you're not just saying "i want you to comprehend what i say."

no. you're saying i want you to understand me so well that i become transparent to you. you're saying i want to be so honest and open that you can see right through me, like a freshly cleaned window pane. you're saying you want to have no secrets, no motives, no intentions.

i hope i am clear.

i want to be clear.